Is it Friday yet?

 Hey guys,

I told you I'd be more consistent with posting, so here I am.

Not much to catch you all up on, just school and work stress as usual.

I'm sure most of you have heard of the show Euphoria that's all over social media and tiktok recently....

I just started watching it and wow. I have a lot to say.

I can not say that it even closely resembled my high school experience, but I know that it is the reality

of so many others.

It is a good reminder that not everyone has it easy. Always be kind to others. Treat people the way you 

want to be treated. 

It is a lot to take in but it is a necessary reality check that so many people need. I believe it will also give 

so many young people the courage to open up about their weaknesses and struggles, because 

everyone deserves to know they are not alone.

Everyone is loved by someone.

That is all I have to say for this post, but I will talk to you all again next week!

Thank you for reading along with me.

See you all soon.

Xoxo,

Gabby. 

Start of 2022

 Hey guys, 

I know I have been extremely inconsistent with uploading my blogs, but the spring semester has finally 

begun, and these last few weeks I've just been trying to get a grip on things and I think slowly but surely

I am.

I had a great New Year, and I hope all of you did as well! (Aside from my Brother and I both catching

COVID).....I was lucky enough to not get too many symptoms, fatigue and exhaustion were all my 

Brother and I both experienced. 

Fast forward from that, I've just been working and going to school. I am so excited for this year because

I know that so many good things are coming. I created my 2022 vision board with a lot of goals and 

dreams that I plan to accomplish this year. I have so many ideas that I can not share yet, but I hope to be 

able to share soon!

I've also been trying to plan trips for this year and please give recommendations if you guys have any 

places that you would recommend and love to go! I'm looking for somewhere tropical and beautiful. 

It feels like so many things in life are falling into place and it truly is an extraordinary feeling to 

see it happen before our eyes.

I lastly just wanted to say once more, that I am so grateful that you guys take the time to sit and read 

my posts. I love writing to you all, but it is also something I do for myself, where I can share my feelings

 and not worry about hate or judgement. I will be back to regularly uploading every Thursday starting this

coming week, and I look forward to hearing back from you all as well.

Thank you all again. 

See you all soon.

Xoxo

Gabby. 

Merry Christmas Eve!!

 Merry Christmas Eve everyone!

Let me start off by wishing you all happiness, love, joy and peace this holiday no matter what you

celebrate!

Thank you all for keeping up with my posts and for having so much patience with me.

This school semester is finally over and thank God I passed all my classes.

I am so excited to have this holiday break to focus on my social media platforms and my future

endeavors I plan to pursue.

I've also begun to do therapy and with that, I've been learning ways to manage and cope with my anxiety,

so I'm taking alot of time for myself, to focus and heal.

I'm going to make this post short and sweet, so go enjoy the holidays with your families!

Thank you all for keeping up with my posts, I feel honored that you all take the time to read along with 

me!

Thank you again, I wish you all the happiest, healthiest and safest holidays! 

I wish you all the best.

xoxo,

Gabby.

happy December 2nd

 Hey guys, 

first off let me apologize for not posting anything last week. I got so caught up in Thanksgiving and the 

rush of it all, it had completely slipped my mind. 

It's the second to last week of the fall semester right now though, but don't worry, I'll be on top of them 

from now on. 

I have a lot of stuff coming up the next two weeks, with finals and literally so. many. assignments.

I took an exam in my math class today and I am so excited to say that I actually think I did so good guys.

Anyways, moving on, let's talk about PRESENTS. I am the worst gift giver and I have made a list of 

presents that I still need to buy for people and I am so anxious about it because I usually do everything last

minute but I really want it all done early this year. I already got a little something for myself and I'm 

gonna be honest, I have A LOT on my wishlist this year...seriously guys. 

I want new design/decor for my room and also new jewelry. I always see wishlists on tiktok now and they 

just end up giving me more and more ideas of things to ask for. The last few years I haven't asked for 

many things at all so I might be pushing it a little this year lol.

I also have not been consistent with my reading which makes me upset because it's one of the things

that keeps me calm and grounded. Luckily with the semester ending and winter break approaching,

I'll hopefully (fingers crossed) have more time to catch up on my reading and books. I'm in between 2

books right now and wanting to start a 3rd. Again, if anyone has any recommendations, please let me 

know! It was so nice to talk to you all again.

Thank you all for reading along, talk to you all next week!

xoxo 

Gabby. 

Another week, another....blog.

Hey guys,

It feels so good to be back and writing down my feelings again lol. 

I don't have much news other than the fact that I have officially scheduled my first therapy appointment, 

and I am so excited for that. Therapy is something I have been wanting to do literally for years, and I'm so 

happy the time has come for me to finally begin. Of course, I'll keep you all updated with my experience 

with it and how it's going.

Next week is also thanksgiving which blows my mind because this semester has FLOWN by. 

I know it's corny but I seriously keep asking myself where has time gone?

In a month, it will practically be New Years.

Speaking of New Years, I've created my vision board at the beginning of this school semester and I think I 

might add more things once New Years hits. I have more ideas and things I could possibly add and I

think that they'll all motivate me to be greater and do better.

It's important to me that I make goals for myself and envision my dreams because they keep me grounded. 

They give me something to look forward to and works towards.

If you have no goals or dreams, no life purpose or meaning, then what are you doing?

I was in a really awful place the last few years of my life, but once I removed it out of my life, I 

focused on myself. I focused on what I wanted. I focused on my dreams and making them come true.

I wish I could explain to you guys how much happier I am. 

Don't get me wrong, I still find myself being anxious and having triggers and struggling to find the 

motivation somedays, but it gets easier. Things get better. You will make it. I got your back.

Have a lovely week and holiday everyone! 

Talk to you guys again next week. 

Xoxo,

Gabby.

IT'S ALMOST THANKSGIVING?!?!

 GUYS...

I can't believe this.

How the hell is it almost thanksgiving? I swear time is flying by so fast and I'm trying so hard to keep up.

I think that as each day goes by, my anxiety grows because I feel like it's getting harder and harder for me to get ahold of reality.

There is so much to do and I feel like such little time.

At the beginning of this school year, I created my dream board. I'm happy to say that two and a half months in, I've already been able to cross some of my goals for 2021-2022 off my list.

I'm proud of the person I'm becoming and I hope that as time goes by, I keep getting to cross things off my list.

But still, even if by the end of next year I don't get to cross everything off my list, that's okay too.

Sometimes dreams change, sometimes things aren't meant to be, and that's all okay. 

I tell myself this everyday, ''Everything happens for a reason.'' Everyone thinks this is corny, but if we get down on ourselves about every single failure, we will never be happy.

Whenever something doesn't go my way, I remind myself that it's for a reason, and that maybe it was not in my best interest.

Unfortunately, I do still let things get to me from time to time.

But it's something I will learn to cope with and manage as each day goes by.

It is so important to forgive ourselves and be patient with ourselves. 

We are all learning and growing as each day goes by.

I'm happy with who I am becoming, and so should you.

Until next week! xoxo.

-Gabby.

First Week of November

 Hey guys, 

It's November 4th and I'm sitting in class waiting for my writing class to start and all I can think of is how badly I want a hot chocolate or hot coffee right now.

Seriously, it is freezing outside.

It's finally that time of year where I have to wait for my car to heat up because all the windows and door handles are completely frozen.

I don't really mind the snow but when it's just cold and ugly out, I'm not a fan.

It has been a long time since I've been able to wear ugg boots, which reminds me I still have to buy a new pair for this winter season.

I've had a lot going on but they are all good things. I'm genuinely content with my life right now and it makes me happy because I know only better things are coming.

I'm planning on going to NYFW in February which I'm planning right now which is also super exciting and I hope it all works out so my friends and I can go. 

School has been a bit overwhelming but in just 4 weeks the semester will be over and I seriously can not believe it guys. Where did the time go?

I did not realize how true it was when people say that college flies by, next year I'll already be a junior!

It's hard for me to even process any of this.

I know I'm just blabbing on now but these are all little things that have been on my mind for a while now. 

I want to thank all of you who take the time to read my work and my writing and even interact with my posts and videos, it means more to me than you all could imagine!

Thank you again & I'll talk to you guys next week! 

xoxo

Gabby