Another week, another....blog.

Hey guys,

It feels so good to be back and writing down my feelings again lol. 

I don't have much news other than the fact that I have officially scheduled my first therapy appointment, 

and I am so excited for that. Therapy is something I have been wanting to do literally for years, and I'm so 

happy the time has come for me to finally begin. Of course, I'll keep you all updated with my experience 

with it and how it's going.

Next week is also thanksgiving which blows my mind because this semester has FLOWN by. 

I know it's corny but I seriously keep asking myself where has time gone?

In a month, it will practically be New Years.

Speaking of New Years, I've created my vision board at the beginning of this school semester and I think I 

might add more things once New Years hits. I have more ideas and things I could possibly add and I

think that they'll all motivate me to be greater and do better.

It's important to me that I make goals for myself and envision my dreams because they keep me grounded. 

They give me something to look forward to and works towards.

If you have no goals or dreams, no life purpose or meaning, then what are you doing?

I was in a really awful place the last few years of my life, but once I removed it out of my life, I 

focused on myself. I focused on what I wanted. I focused on my dreams and making them come true.

I wish I could explain to you guys how much happier I am. 

Don't get me wrong, I still find myself being anxious and having triggers and struggling to find the 

motivation somedays, but it gets easier. Things get better. You will make it. I got your back.

Have a lovely week and holiday everyone! 

Talk to you guys again next week. 

Xoxo,

Gabby.

IT'S ALMOST THANKSGIVING?!?!

 GUYS...

I can't believe this.

How the hell is it almost thanksgiving? I swear time is flying by so fast and I'm trying so hard to keep up.

I think that as each day goes by, my anxiety grows because I feel like it's getting harder and harder for me to get ahold of reality.

There is so much to do and I feel like such little time.

At the beginning of this school year, I created my dream board. I'm happy to say that two and a half months in, I've already been able to cross some of my goals for 2021-2022 off my list.

I'm proud of the person I'm becoming and I hope that as time goes by, I keep getting to cross things off my list.

But still, even if by the end of next year I don't get to cross everything off my list, that's okay too.

Sometimes dreams change, sometimes things aren't meant to be, and that's all okay. 

I tell myself this everyday, ''Everything happens for a reason.'' Everyone thinks this is corny, but if we get down on ourselves about every single failure, we will never be happy.

Whenever something doesn't go my way, I remind myself that it's for a reason, and that maybe it was not in my best interest.

Unfortunately, I do still let things get to me from time to time.

But it's something I will learn to cope with and manage as each day goes by.

It is so important to forgive ourselves and be patient with ourselves. 

We are all learning and growing as each day goes by.

I'm happy with who I am becoming, and so should you.

Until next week! xoxo.

-Gabby.

First Week of November

 Hey guys, 

It's November 4th and I'm sitting in class waiting for my writing class to start and all I can think of is how badly I want a hot chocolate or hot coffee right now.

Seriously, it is freezing outside.

It's finally that time of year where I have to wait for my car to heat up because all the windows and door handles are completely frozen.

I don't really mind the snow but when it's just cold and ugly out, I'm not a fan.

It has been a long time since I've been able to wear ugg boots, which reminds me I still have to buy a new pair for this winter season.

I've had a lot going on but they are all good things. I'm genuinely content with my life right now and it makes me happy because I know only better things are coming.

I'm planning on going to NYFW in February which I'm planning right now which is also super exciting and I hope it all works out so my friends and I can go. 

School has been a bit overwhelming but in just 4 weeks the semester will be over and I seriously can not believe it guys. Where did the time go?

I did not realize how true it was when people say that college flies by, next year I'll already be a junior!

It's hard for me to even process any of this.

I know I'm just blabbing on now but these are all little things that have been on my mind for a while now. 

I want to thank all of you who take the time to read my work and my writing and even interact with my posts and videos, it means more to me than you all could imagine!

Thank you again & I'll talk to you guys next week! 

xoxo

Gabby